Let’s get real! These people are about control to the max – ‘spirituality’ in India is big business, a thriving business, taking advantage of other people, trapping them with a complex systems of threats and promises into handing over power, money and property. Psychological abuse is just one of the great sins of this organisation that claims to be purer than pure! Control is the mechanism, money and property is the agenda. Perhaps this is to bankroll the new ‘Sindhis’ since they have left Pakistan after partition. Buyer beware you will lose much more than just a few dollars!

I still keep some of the principles which r NOT the property of b.k’s but which I feel is in harmony with the elements of nature. These include vegetarianism and having a shower after going to toilet amongst others. I guess the latter has something to do with energy which is also taught in reiki and pranic healing.

Whatever my experience tells me is not good about the b.k’s, I just put them aside but I am also grateful to the experience I acquired whilst serving the b.k’s. I had the opportunity of speaking in front of thousands and that gave me lots of confidence. Had the b.k’s not been there, little chance wd i have got to exploit this hidden ability of mine. Today, I am happy to use this ability of public speech at work.

What helps me to move forward and face any b.k’s without the feeling of guilt is that I think I have to be true to myself 1st. I am getting married this year and I believe that whatever we sow, so shall we reap. That is why I believe that my time with the b.k’s was never a waste of time and energy but simply a part of the journey of my spiritual growth.